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Sunday, October 25, 2009

[ lady brown ]

it wasn't enough just to see you
a little moment in time just to kiss you
a stolen breath
more to me than a love that's unfolding
more to expect
a sense of urge and belonging
up to my neck
yes, yes girl, you have the look to drown in
the smile that reflects
a good soul, a heart i can't part with
i'd be a wreck
can you tell me how warm does your love glow
or how good is the sex
tell me if i'm the one you belong to
even tho i'm a mess
i can't forget that kiss we first had, yes you were my first
not a time to regret
i fell inlove with your brown skin
long hair, curvy hips and luscious lips
my lady in perfection
the only best

©rahkzin


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

[ i do not love you ]

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms,
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers.
Thanks to your love a certain fragrance,
risen darkly from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride,
so I love you because I know no other way than this:
where "I" does not exist, nor "you,"
So close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
So close that your eyes close and I fall asleep.

-Pablo Neruda


Monday, October 12, 2009

[ this close ]

i wouldn't bring you this close, if you did not mean something
i wouldn't let you in, unless you were the very meaning
i am this close to you, not just a reflection, but existing
this is more than we knew, bigger than what we were dreaming
feeling you heart beat with mine, bathing in your breathing
i can feel our hearts meet, and in time have our insecurities leaving
sharing this very moment, makes me share my reason for living
and that reason is you, kept your faith which kept me
...believing

©rahkzin


Tuesday, October 06, 2009

[ disappeared ]

i woke up and you weren't next to me
i was not even in my own room
there are walls and a small window with no view
i have to tip toe to look out of
the room is dark and my confusion grew
where are you
where did you go
i felt a sudden stab in my heart
but no one is around me
nothing is
this room is the only thing surrounding me
and i can't see what struck me
all of a sudden my heart feels heavy
where are you
i can barely move
the light from the window dims
and still, i feel heavy
my heart hurts and you're not here
to keep me warm
the walls are cold
the floor beneath me prevents me from movement
i am stuck in my own misery
the despair is tremendous
where are you, where did you go
the ceiling gaped its dark loneliness
ready to swallow me whole
i am alone and i cannot move
no doors in this room, and the window is minuet
i'm shivering, the walls are closing in
i close my eyes but the ache in my heart wants me to see
how my love slowly seeps free
it is draining my soul
i am losing a battle i didn't know i was in
i think i've lost you like i've lost all control
all of my worth, dimmed like the window
i'm paralyzed, i can't speak
it feels like my scream has landed on deaf ears
i can't make sense of this, i can't make myself clear
it feels like you have left me,picked up, and disappeared.

©rahkzin



Monday, September 28, 2009

[ she is ]

these are the times we gotta stay strong
the time when we stop pointing fingers at whoever is wrong
our love means more than fights every night
more than who comes on top, or whoever is right
remember the time i gave you butterflies
we stood by the beach, hugging, with teary eyes
our heart sang a song, and we've sung it ever since
our hearts became one, and our souls got a lift
what we have is right, one of a kind sort of stuff
the kind we can share our thoughts, our secrets, our trust
i couldn't ask for more, we're perfectly intuned
to discover what forever means when i'm kissing you
i get lost so fast at the sight of your smile
and release the deepest, happiest kind of "inlove" sighs
i do my very best to be the man in your life
because you fulfilled my dream of being the best in mine.

©rahkzin




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